No Dough,
Red Numbers

Feeling Down
People says I'm down, I don't know, I'm tired. And when I'm tired I can't see the meaning of life. Why do I study, why do I work, if the world is nothing like a torture to me. I don't feel good. I hate to remember I'm nothing. I need some self-esteem and a sense of accomplishment.

Hosting Dilema,
So far, I've three options:
1. D-Link Connection
It is the most expensive option, but I get full control of everyting
2. DataCenter
Lightly cheaper than 1., having to buy a nice server costs me, and be for ever remote.
3. Managed Server
Very good prices, but I get no control of the server

_Must_ sleep now