Sunday, July 27, 2003

Voidness perfection
I'm here alone with rain at my side. It's one of the best sensations that I'm able to feel, being completely alone, so free, pure and quiet. So thrilling. I can do anything, in both real and ideal worlds, a perfect sync between 'em. This, the perfect sensation is unique and imposible. The time is a free factor and I don't care -for this time- about it. It's the living atmosphere of a secret. Just imagine all your desires are fulfill, you can be all you and so you that you are nothing else, reaching the void.

Wednesday, July 23, 2003

Systems interaction
Today I made first contact with an alien cube drone.
In the morning my cube was taken by the force. Damn cube okupas
Zero Life
Yes, I've been full time addict last three days. I feel that time shifted, and the people knows that time passed, but I dont. Now, reality isn't so real, reality isn't so colorfull... Reality is just a smooth sensation. And remember, there is nothing like being irresponsible. I've to make lot of excuses, thats where I put my creativity.
Wreack Havoc
So... Whats up?

Thursday, July 17, 2003

A real drone, at last
I moved to my new cube, my new jail. This just needs a few boss killer mirrors.

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

Conclusion
Today I had am emotional flashback.
Five years later
Today I've decided to go to a restaurant that I used a long time ago, this place was very charming, with a very unique style, with the best personalised attention. Well, I've returned to there and that was just expectacular, everything was the way I remembered with the same menu, and the same specials. Just an amazing surprise. It's incredible that something so strange can give me such satisfaction.
Eleven o'clock
And no bosses on the coast
Chossing destiny
The are two options: 1) be a victim of the system and save ~15dollars, or 2) spend ~15dollars and be a victim of the system for that. Yes, the bank again. Any corporate bank cloud easily become a medieval torture device. There is no worst torture that knowing that your future will be stolen, lost, trashed, scraped... legally. Banks enjoy ruining peoples life, that won't include ripping money.
Real life, like the old times
Last night I haven't sleep, now I'm completely destroyed. My eyelids are heavier than ever and slowly going out of control, I can't phisically stand with my eyes open. When I was at the bus, I was pretty close to fall into the ground like dead meat (and be kicked by asshole aristocratic drones). I missed this shit. This is the escense of suffering and slavery, this is Real Life.
Good is Evil
I drink this Actimel at morning, knowing that it must be good. It has completelly drilled my stomach.

Monday, July 14, 2003

Entropy of the system
The job atmosphere is getting heavier this last months, some of us have noticed this a while ago, and in the deep we don't really care. But today, this drone girl had felt the shockwave and start to collapse, I see her sad, worried. I think her reaction will shatter my former boss confidence.
Light into the Darkness
Innocent, delicate and beauty. This was something I've forgotten, together with goodness and humility. Those things are wonderful. I was simply amazed. Plain roots.
Lack of will
I'm totally bored
Agony
I just want to say that.

Thursday, July 10, 2003

Alone
What can I do here, alone, in the big halls of sigil and death. Feeling the dark ambience of wealthness that no one can take, the anonymous king's kingdom. This king is a hollow armor, hidden into the void. Ages that will be forgotten by humans, will remain eternally echoing on the bowels of this palace. I can hear the screams of metal beasts underground. Who will hear my creams? ... What do I do here? I'll work like a soulless drone, mining for food, in little pieces.
Strangers in my office
Curiosity kills. They aren't unknown strangers, I know them. But I don't know anything more than that.
Stasis
Two days have passed and I can't do anything. Time goes out but no action is performed. I don't feel the need.
Fire and Ice
What's in the middle of two emotions?. Life is so subjective.
Like the old times
Today I've arrived at my office four hours late. The welcome wasn't very nice, I ran into the complete boss hierachy to reach my desk and they weren't happy to see me. I feared, a drop of cold sweat crossed my torso.

Tuesday, July 08, 2003

It's my bus
Today, at the bus stop, an old man approached to me, he asked if I cloud tell him when his bus was coming (line 159, branch L). This man has lost part of his vision by clouding of the eye lens, "the Cataract" he told me. He has a view range of almost ten meters, this was the reason he talked to me. I had felt the desperation of being old on this man. I told him "I'll tell you when the bus comes", but he also hasn't a sharp hearing (deafness), so I repeated this three times. In his white eyes I sought his relief, he was relaying on me. Then, after a few minutes, my bus was coming (not his), I've to take the this bus because I'm going to be late at work, but I can't leave the old man alone, I can't dissapoint him ... yes I cloud, I abandoned my mercy and taken that bus. I betrayed the old man.

Friday, July 04, 2003

Fisheye
I love taking photos.

Thursday, July 03, 2003

Finish me
I've been sick for four days now, this pain is incredibly strong. Note that pain increases proportionaly to aging. I like when people take care one each other. I believe that is important, I'll do the same.

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

New Blogger
I can blog so nice. This blogger supports xhtml, and its free from javascript. What will happen when everyone has his own blog.
Wanted! (Dead or Alive)
In this last weeks I've received three job requests, and tomorrow I will have two interviews. It seems that the shiIT market is eating drones faster.