Wednesday, September 17, 2003
The Painbringer
It wasn't over, but, my life is not going to be the same, never. Now, I've felt a deep pain, an eternal sadness that can only be sedated by the time and by hardening the soul. I'm my own victim. No one cares. I have no real, no surprise, no pasion, just suffering, and thoughts. Maybe, life never ends, but it will definitively end when you say "it ended". Never hurt someone like others hurt you. Be good, they say. I think people are there to hurt each other. This can't be stopped. Remember, people can have your heart to love it as much as they can, plus, they can also hurt as much as they will. Never love anyone, that will be devastating. Love yourself, and be materialist as much as you can. Just that. Be with the people that give you something nice back, and the others, forget them, there are billions of people that cloud be better. And, the most important never loose yourself, there's nothing you can do. Yourself is the most important. Enjoy your life by yourself, it's easier, it's better, and never, never, thrust anyone. They will give pain. Me, and you -inevitably, and in the end- are completely alone, you can count with yourself and nobody else. People care about their own happines, remember. I loved so much. I'll never do the same. People hate, destroy, and kill, that's the usual behavior.