This is it!
The infamous I quit letter:

Hello Mariana, good morning. Together with the need of a holidays and the upcoming offer of a future job, I've decided to leave this project.

I'll stop working here at the end of the running month.

I'm at your disposal for collaboration with the person that will take my duties in the future.

I'll send you a kiss.

Drone Number 2.

The Secret of Life
Live to Work, Work to Eat. This sounds sounds bad, It seems boring, but that is just an illusion, the surprise comes when you suddenly Die.

I wanna go home
Yes. Earth is not my home. Im an alien. Today, I mean yesterday, everything that's got to do with the big U turned very gray, graying... Well, why Im an alien? because I take my lunch time at 5 PM (17 o'clock, of course mijo always o'clock). The friendly human near my cubicle will smoke out next week. Ill miss the bastard. He is leaving for a better life (richer) and I dont feel envy (rare). This envyless state, I think, its due to my aging (Im getting old). I broke one chair while eating, the fatso personality has gone too far this time.

So fun
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garz can blog

why?

Cant Sleep
Im seeing MTVs crappiest videos, trying to finish this everlasting project, I'll be very tired tomorrow. I lied at my job, I told'em that I got some medical certifications for the days I was ill, just to see where they wanted to go. The problem is that they asked me to bring these papers, I'm going to make some fake copies, so they cant eat paper shit. The doctor sign can be 'Jack The Ripper, from Hell Medical Center'. I can say that my mouth is to big but I really love bureaucracy's inefficiency and stupidity. :D

Alone at my cubicle
Today I'm late at job as usual, but something it's different. Yes, there isn't a human near me. I'm a lonely drone. Out there is too windy, I almost fly away like a leaf. Maybe my partner had more luck. Can't imagine what happened.

So Sweet Dreams
Today, I dreamed a lot, in the middle of this dreams I found myself flying smoothly over the city. I traveled a great distance. In certain moments, I kinda feel like losing control over the flight. It was an exciting experience. On the same night/day I had another very nice dream that I'm not going to tell... Now its raining on my window. I love the rain's perfume. I'll be back later.

Memory Stick
I always forget things I want to do. And they forget me, too.

Note this
The other day I was happy.

Water on the Firewall
With my new proxy everything runs really smooth.

I feel very distant and sad. I wish...
Over

Confirmed: It wasn't the Armageddon
It was superficial they said.

Find Hungry Samurai! The Armageddon
8:03PM, and I haven't had a lunch nor breakfast. I feel very sick, my stomach is empty and aching (like my soul). My lips are dry, I need water. By the way -this is fucking bizarre, yet real- walking on the city I cloud not avoid looking the ashes (paper ashes?) raining from the sky, strange, but on the horizon (to the east), I can see a giant inferno like smoke cloud. Maybe Armageddon has finally come, Yahoo! Horale!. I miss my life like it was a two years ago exactly... mmm. I've to end some stupid coding before the home run. Yes, I'll fail again to my commitments (uade). I miss the red sun of the dusk. I miss happiness.

Comfort vs Money, Comfort & Spare Time, Pain
Comfort always wins. I hate to think. Today I forgot my book, and also today was the best day for reading on the job transfer. Thinking a lot, I've come with a few ideas. My life is a mess. I'm an extreme coward, better, I'm a destiny's slave. The best thing I cloud do is what I have to (not what I want). I'm so fuck'd up.

Now I'm Completely Lost
If you love constantly and inconditionally you will be loved back someday... but that someday cloud be afterlife.

Vague
Duty calls

Sleep
Now

The Painbringer

It wasn't over, but, my life is not going to be the same, never. Now, I've felt a deep pain, an eternal sadness that can only be sedated by the time and by hardening the soul. I'm my own victim. No one cares. I have no real, no surprise, no pasion, just suffering, and thoughts. Maybe, life never ends, but it will definitively end when you say "it ended". Never hurt someone like others hurt you. Be good, they say. I think people are there to hurt each other. This can't be stopped. Remember, people can have your heart to love it as much as they can, plus, they can also hurt as much as they will. Never love anyone, that will be devastating. Love yourself, and be materialist as much as you can. Just that. Be with the people that give you something nice back, and the others, forget them, there are billions of people that cloud be better. And, the most important never loose yourself, there's nothing you can do. Yourself is the most important. Enjoy your life by yourself, it's easier, it's better, and never, never, thrust anyone. They will give pain. Me, and you -inevitably, and in the end- are completely alone, you can count with yourself and nobody else. People care about their own happines, remember. I loved so much. I'll never do the same. People hate, destroy, and kill, that's the usual behavior.

Life Over
My life ended a while ago, yesterday the truth have come to my knowledge.

Convict bus
It's been a lot of time since I'm not taking the convict bus, yes, this stinking, unconfortable, vitiated transport for the masses. The rushed masses that will risk their comfort, their freedorm, just to get work on time. To make their bosses happy, to get a better economical position. How pathetic and funny becomes the idea, because it's already real. Their demential faces show deep resignation, used to feel pain. The beasts are driven by their flesh lust. On the middle on this, I discover a little of beaty at a glance, that reflects the dawn light, slept, still. The beautiful convict.

Lovely
It's adorable when people shows how ignorant and brutish they are. Yes, it's excellent, specially when I've the forceful reality in range of my fingers, ready to mop them in their faces.

The world has a chance
Today as every day, I was taking a cattle transport to go at the slavery enclave. When I get on the bus, the unfriendly animal hugging the wheel punched his damn machine to force me paying for the already unpleasant ride -the ride costs me $1.75-. So, I've inserted coins like a monkey, until the machine says the amount wasn't enough. One of the coins was a fake coin -this was over-. I've desesperatedly checked but my pockets were empty. The only money I had was a single paper -a single $10-. This kind of bus optionally offers you change if you ask to the driver, so I've delicately asked the animal for change. The bastard grunt yells "No". Well, as I predicted "this was over", feeling the defeat on my eyes I decided to get out. Suddenly, a human female voice raises in the middle of the raging cattle -I asked to myself "a reasoning mind? jammed in the clueless beasts?"-, the woman kindly offers me the coin that I was in the need of, she asks "How much do you need?", and I replied "$0.50, thanks". She graciously gave me "$1.00" -twice-, and I returned the change including my fake coin... The fake coin is on the outside world again, moving freely everywhere, this story will be a neverending story, inevitably. Maybe -and I wish not- we see each other once again little metallic demon.

You cant be so stupid!
Just imagine some regular idiot pays the same bill two times, not any common bill, a big corporation's bill -i.e., the double payment will dissapear in the bureaucracy- you'll never see that money again. C'mon.

Why a spaceship moves in space?
Pretty simple. Action and reaction. If a static object moves in some direction, simultaneosly other object moves in the opposite. So, if you want to move in space, you have to throw something. Just like when you jump, or swim.

Living another's dream
Sensations are an echo of the reality that we live. Shining day, barefoot in the grass.

Brute
The second book that I have read completly was stored on my desk shelf

Voidness perfection
I'm here alone with rain at my side. It's one of the best sensations that I'm able to feel, being completely alone, so free, pure and quiet. So thrilling. I can do anything, in both real and ideal worlds, a perfect sync between 'em. This, the perfect sensation is unique and imposible. The time is a free factor and I don't care -for this time- about it. It's the living atmosphere of a secret. Just imagine all your desires are fulfill, you can be all you and so you that you are nothing else, reaching the void.

Systems interaction
Today I made first contact with an alien cube drone.
In the morning my cube was taken by the force. Damn cube okupas

Zero Life
Yes, I've been full time addict last three days. I feel that time shifted, and the people knows that time passed, but I dont. Now, reality isn't so real, reality isn't so colorfull... Reality is just a smooth sensation. And remember, there is nothing like being irresponsible. I've to make lot of excuses, thats where I put my creativity.

Wreack Havoc
So... Whats up?

A real drone, at last
I moved to my new cube, my new jail. This just needs a few boss killer mirrors.

Conclusion
Today I had am emotional flashback.

Five years later
Today I've decided to go to a restaurant that I used a long time ago, this place was very charming, with a very unique style, with the best personalised attention. Well, I've returned to there and that was just expectacular, everything was the way I remembered with the same menu, and the same specials. Just an amazing surprise. It's incredible that something so strange can give me such satisfaction.

Eleven o'clock
And no bosses on the coast

Chossing destiny
The are two options: 1) be a victim of the system and save ~15dollars, or 2) spend ~15dollars and be a victim of the system for that. Yes, the bank again. Any corporate bank cloud easily become a medieval torture device. There is no worst torture that knowing that your future will be stolen, lost, trashed, scraped... legally. Banks enjoy ruining peoples life, that won't include ripping money.

Real life, like the old times
Last night I haven't sleep, now I'm completely destroyed. My eyelids are heavier than ever and slowly going out of control, I can't phisically stand with my eyes open. When I was at the bus, I was pretty close to fall into the ground like dead meat (and be kicked by asshole aristocratic drones). I missed this shit. This is the escense of suffering and slavery, this is Real Life.

Good is Evil
I drink this Actimel at morning, knowing that it must be good. It has completelly drilled my stomach.

Entropy of the system
The job atmosphere is getting heavier this last months, some of us have noticed this a while ago, and in the deep we don't really care. But today, this drone girl had felt the shockwave and start to collapse, I see her sad, worried. I think her reaction will shatter my former boss confidence.

Light into the Darkness
Innocent, delicate and beauty. This was something I've forgotten, together with goodness and humility. Those things are wonderful. I was simply amazed. Plain roots.

Lack of will
I'm totally bored

Agony
I just want to say that.

Alone
What can I do here, alone, in the big halls of sigil and death. Feeling the dark ambience of wealthness that no one can take, the anonymous king's kingdom. This king is a hollow armor, hidden into the void. Ages that will be forgotten by humans, will remain eternally echoing on the bowels of this palace. I can hear the screams of metal beasts underground. Who will hear my creams? ... What do I do here? I'll work like a soulless drone, mining for food, in little pieces.

Strangers in my office
Curiosity kills. They aren't unknown strangers, I know them. But I don't know anything more than that.

Stasis
Two days have passed and I can't do anything. Time goes out but no action is performed. I don't feel the need.

Fire and Ice
What's in the middle of two emotions?. Life is so subjective.

Like the old times
Today I've arrived at my office four hours late. The welcome wasn't very nice, I ran into the complete boss hierachy to reach my desk and they weren't happy to see me. I feared, a drop of cold sweat crossed my torso.

It's my bus
Today, at the bus stop, an old man approached to me, he asked if I cloud tell him when his bus was coming (line 159, branch L). This man has lost part of his vision by clouding of the eye lens, "the Cataract" he told me. He has a view range of almost ten meters, this was the reason he talked to me. I had felt the desperation of being old on this man. I told him "I'll tell you when the bus comes", but he also hasn't a sharp hearing (deafness), so I repeated this three times. In his white eyes I sought his relief, he was relaying on me. Then, after a few minutes, my bus was coming (not his), I've to take the this bus because I'm going to be late at work, but I can't leave the old man alone, I can't dissapoint him ... yes I cloud, I abandoned my mercy and taken that bus. I betrayed the old man.

Fisheye
I love taking photos.

Finish me
I've been sick for four days now, this pain is incredibly strong. Note that pain increases proportionaly to aging. I like when people take care one each other. I believe that is important, I'll do the same.

New Blogger
I can blog so nice. This blogger supports xhtml, and its free from javascript. What will happen when everyone has his own blog.

Wanted! (Dead or Alive)
In this last weeks I've received three job requests, and tomorrow I will have two interviews. It seems that the shiIT market is eating drones faster.

Stupid
'There is nothing to do if you are absolutely free'. It's very complex talk about absolute freedom, because the world you live have some limitations. I think the scenario for this will be the mind. The need causes a dependency, thus, reducing freedom. Freedom is not having limitations at all, so If you can do anything in fact, there is no mean in doing, you dont have the need. Maybe God has absolute freedom. On the opposite, think about something that has all the limitations, this thing cant even exist, before that, it can't even be.

TV is heaven
The tortured souls will use it for keeping themselves alive.

This is getting better
I hate banks more than everyone.

The wisest thing a human can do is listen
I think it works for me.

Just come into my mind
There is no way out. When the time comes and you're ready to commit the final act (suicide) you won't be able to do the things you've planned. Why not? just think and you'll see.

Simple thinking
This society is full of crap. The best solution to make a really profitable bussines, have prosperity and happiness is stealing. Yes, having this very clear on your mind is the first step, then, you only have to buy a good weapon, and start collecting gold (or dead bodies). Assume this. Then, be completely free, you may go with the wind.

Newsflash!
I hate everyone.

Excuses for not going to work: Encyclopædia Magna
coming soon!

Drone Apparel
Buying gives me happiness, I have spoiled 27% of my salary on clothing. Yes! you are the culprit!

Money collect
After the last post I remembered that I've also credit plus on my credit card. This happens when you pay more than you have to pay.

Money monkey
A year ago I've overpaid some bills I got. The same year the people I've paid, told me they'll return the extra credit. They said: c'mon get your check. I've been telling them tomorrow for -at least- 10 months. The drones next to me would slay me if they find out.

Remembrance
Sometimes I forget that I'm free. Really.

What do you have to do to avoid getting bored?
I simply don't know. I just go to my sarcophagus and die for a weekend. What? you think it's bad? sorry just don't, I've a lot-o-life to waste here.

So you want to hurt me? Here...
This is what I am. People has a fixation, that if you look "feeling bad", you got to feel just like they taught. If not they'll try to hurt you. Probably, they are going to make it happen (hurting themselves too). Years made me think, I can't control pain but maybe can forget it. (illusions)

Tougher than a Car
I was in a hurry. I was so worried that I'll do anything to get there. It was so important. It was all. Where do I needed to go?... nowhere. So I took the risk and paid in cash for the consequences. However, it was weirdly funny. I'll tell you the story.
I was working like an addict drone, lost in a timeless dimension. When I came back to real life and check the time, I knew that was too late. I said "I'll fix this, Im going to be faster than time, just like superman" and then, I started the race. First walking, sorting slow slaves from the streets, then running, cross country, suddenly I faced a freeway access, low traffic, it was a piece of cake. I said "I'll take the chance", this time. But, I hadn't noted that there was a car indeed, a white car. In the middle of the road that car intercepted me, so I was struck, and fall into the asphalt. It felt like a blink of Death, when I was hand to hand to the car.
Fucking keyboard!!!

Aha, you live in the world's rear end
Then, you have to pay 80% extra from the cost of every import article you wish to aquire. So, go harvest some rice, and try again, later.

I like cloudy days.

A productive day of work.
09:30am - Arrival at work, you can take 15min on greetings and 5min on the bath.
09:40am - Log into the computer. You can start checking email and load common applications.
09:55am - You need breakfast, so, you go out to buy some snacks or cookies, and prepare coffee.
10:10am - Slowly begin to see the screen and drink your coffee. You have to go bath. 15min.
10:30am - A little formal chat with your boss, that can take 30min or more.
11:00am - You may start to wonder if outthere is sunny or cloudy, and inquire on your lunch for 15min.
11:15am - You have a phone call, if not, call someone, take 15min or more speaking.
11:30am - Reading the screen is proven to be harmful, so you print the documentation you need 5min.
11:35am - Go pick the prints directly from the laserjet, the printer is probably stuck, so take 25min solving this.
12:00am - At this time the lunch poll hasn't results, you may restart this process 15min.
12:15am - Time to argue with your coworkers about theoric matters, or other phenomena 20min.
12:35am - You start making some movements to pick your jacket, and put it closer to your desk, getting ready to lunch.
12:45am - You go out for lunch, take 1:30min. Back in the office, bring your dessert to your desktop, take 15min to eat.
01:30pm - You have to check your email again, take 10min.
01:40pm - Dental care, brush for healthy teeth, 20min. Satisfy your physiological needs, 40min.
02:40pm - Reset your computer it may have memory leaks, 15min.
02:55pm - Think about what you're doing, look concentrated for 5min.
03:00pm - Search something on the internet, find it, and install something. This can takes an hour.
04:00pm - Check for news, and temperature outside. Do some administrative tasks on your computer. 30min.
04:30pm - Now you can think on the tea, or drink for the noon. Go get your specific snack. prepare tea. 25min.
04:55pm - Drink your tea, slowly. 5min. Check your bank account status, use ssl, take 15min.
05:15pm - Report your worked hours on the list, 10min. Go to bath, you may need it, 15min.
05:40pm - Pick your stuff, and start talking about what you're doing today, say goodbye to anyone there.
06:00pm - Another hard day of productive work done.

My bank is slowly sucking my money
I can't get enough willpower to cancel this account. Welcome then. You got free pass to the 3rd world!
Maybe I can strike back and buy bank shares.

Medieval thinking
Why people believes that the morning is the appropiate time to wake up?, why there have to be a schedule?.
Street fight. Episode I. Two 3rd world-ers who hate everyone (including themselves) just for living in hell everyday.
In one side was the Bus Driver, a heavywheigh, massive old fashioned robust melee striker, by the other side, was The Challenger, a light runner, fast and furious, equipped with a chain whip (flail).
Both of them have nothing to lose, life can't be worst. The fight begins when the Bus Driver practically destroys The Challenger collecting transport, causing a street disaster. In a burst of wrath, The screaming Challenger picks his weapon, and smashes the Bus Driver's bus, shattering window glasses, seeking for fresh human flesh. The Bus Drivers uses his pneumatic doors and to keep himself alive, then, he prepares to face The Challenger. When the Bus Driver shows his full presence, The Challenger understands that he cloudn't win.
Having caused enough damage, he decides to leave. And yes, animals were harmed in the making of this show.

Alone in the dark
It's been a while since the last time we crawl this places in hours that common humans will only dream on. Forbbiden for the non-creatures of the night. How long that I've not seen my wall spider web roommate crawling close to my fingers. Wandering between keystrokes.

The shoe incident
Now begins my new quest. To get the footwear I like, this can be really complicated and frustrating, just because of my taste.
I've browsed thousand of thumbnails, but I can't find what I'm looking for. We're are you?

Some neurotoxin make me wash my car
I think there's nothing so senseless, as me washing my car. As I said, 'Man. Im tired of washing', with some joy of getting done that heroic quest, God sent me a wonderful gift, rain.
Is my nature to hate the undoneable, no. It's just that the undoneable is cheaper.
Fetch me some marineras.

Trasher
Shit, another day that the rain inspires me, but I cant do anything with that, I'm completely void. I cant feel likeness for what I'm doing.

Commonly common
The thing about writing on a blog is that I only write when I'm on certain mood (humor).
Emotions are most likely to be idle-angry, idle-free, idle-victorious, this is an example of a victorious one.
Today, as everyday, the struggle starts on my bed -I can't get myself up- then jumps to the 'the bus'. There's the one free seat (an impossible), so I quickly make the move, and while taking the seat I can't avoid noting that the guy before me, bent over his seat by 120 degrees and that will crush my legs. Sorry legs, but I taken my own way and sat on the litle free space, afer a while, I recognized a regular, he has the particularity of leaving the bus when I take it (well a few corners after), he was well positioned on a window seat, none except me will know that seat were practically free, against everything I get out the seat I was, making all people think that I've lost the battle. I let my lips show a slight smile. Then the key move the savior leaves the bus and I show who owns the bus.

Pride
I've taken job@home this weekend because my boss also did it the previous. He's trying to take advantage and steal all the fun, so that's my answer I wanna rule.
I've also been driving a lot. I'm representing the car accident probability index.
Life proyects... What's that?

Hot-shit
Im on a new project, I quited, and started working again

I live ... Again

I need a more space
And I just need 1199 USD to buy it, the 1 terabyte disk. Im amazed, using an external hard drive with FireWire 800 interface you get the same transfer rate that my internal's hard drive Ultra ATA/100 interface. Anyway, you also have to count Serial ATA (wich I haven't), that has +50% on transfer rate. So internal stays on the pole position.